Nicholaa

There are many different ways to think about modeling. There are the super models, who are most of the time very pretty and are super skinny and such. There are the plus sized models, who are also very pretty and don’t really care how they look exactly they don’t mind that they are plus sized. But the super models are always making sure that they are a certain weight like say 90 pounds which most models are . Some Super models are anorexicand some are bulimic. which in both cases is not a good or a healthy way to live. If you are a model and believe that you are over weight then why don’t you eat normally or eat a little less than normal, and exercise almost everyday i think it would be a better way to live instead of throwing up after you eat or just not eating at all. My aunt told me it’s a better alternative than hurting yourself. She told me that when I start modeling that I should just do what I do on a normal basis exercise everyday and eat normally.

Im either hurt or in love. I don’t understand, why are we in love with people, if we dont know if they love us back? Sometimes you’ll be happy and other times you wanna kil them cause they did something horrible. Why can’t we all just be happy and not get hurt by others? When you like them they like someone you know and you’ve been friends with forever. Or they’re only physically attracted to you and when  you figure that out you end hating them and everything else that went wrong. When they date you to make someone else jealous, you end up thinking why did i fall for this person if they never wanted me? Why was I so stupid to believe that he actually liked me. All in all love STINKS!!!!

     Everyday I see you with someone you don’t belong with. It hurts me, makes me sad. You don’t deserve them, you deserve me. When that person breaks your heart I won’t be there for you, because you missed out on something that was in your grasp. You didn’t want me when I was there for you. Now that I’m gone you need me, my heart was torn into pieces because of you, I will never go back to those days.

Oh my gosh when people put tattoos on their body don’t they realize that they are ruining it by putting all that gross ink on them? Well my dad has a tattoo but it’s really small and you can hardly see it any more. But people who for the world record for the most tattoos. Oh they can’t see what they will look like in 20 or 30 years but they will become baggy looking and all ugly and wrinkly. But my dad wont look ugly because it’s on his arm and you wont be able to see it when he goes to work. But when someone has tattoos on thier face just imagine what they’ll look like in the future. They will probably never get any where in life with thse things on them what so ever. What are you supose to do when the only thing  people can see are tattoos and you want to have a respectful job but you can’t because of that. People are ignorant about thier future for all they know, they could want to become a lawyer but they can’t because no one will respect them with tattoos.

Demery is the strangest friend. I mean that sincerly, but I love her no matter what. Everyday I’m with her I know we’ll have fun and with my friends Susie,Sarah and Alyssa. I always find myself laughing, joking around and just being me. I can tell her anything that happens as I can my other friends. I can rely on her even though we have only been friends for a lottle while, I know I can trust her no matter what happens. I could tell her about something stupid and we would laugh together. During drama we would crack up laughing because of  the game that we play at the end of class, but everyone laughs at that game anyway! This is why Demery is my friend and hopefully will always be my Best Friend for Life!!!!!

Love you Demzzz

Being on stage, the lights in your face, not being able to see anyone in the audience! Thats how it feels like to be on stage either your acting or just singing you are nervous. Even if you think your not nervous there is a little part that may be nervous! In the play, even though i have no part in it i feel nervous hoping I dont mess up what I’m supposed to do but oh well.

COME SEE THE PLAY ON THURSDAY FRIDAY SATURDAY!!!!! @ 7:30P.M.

IT WILL BE AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you were real

Life would be much more fun with

You everyday!

The winter snow barking at my face.

Looking for a turkey in the bright morning.

The smells travel and my nose goes with them.

With happy-go-lucky people

Giving thanks for everything.

I see you walking miles away.

My heart trying not to skip a beat.

Your face i can’t get out of my head.

The love we share no one will understand.

I am a flame from a candle

Burning out quickly all the time

Like a curable disease

I knit badly but it’s pretty in the end.

The baboons butt big and boastful

In the jungle. My jokes are like the lonely, very weird person

At a party trying to be noticed.